Taz

Okay, so, basically I've decided to be more organize and not have so many journals I neglect. SOOO, I am moving all my character development stuff to taz_means_crazy. The couple of you I haven't friended with that journal already, I will be when I log in again. *nods*

For now I'm leaving this here (I may eventually empty it, move everything to LJ, and delete it), but my personal updates (which sometimes include some RP ramble, because hey it's part of my life) are exclusively at placeinurheart@LJ now. Which is all public, so if you want to look but don't have a LJ, feel free. I think you can even comment still. If not, I'll fix it if you want, whatevs. UMM, I think that's it.

Now I am off to finish moving things to taz_means_crazy, because I has other things I need to do. XD

1. Write your username.
2. Write your the name of two of your favorite bands/artists.
3. Write "I ♥ ______". This is to see how you write hearts.
4. Write the name of your all-time favorite person.
5. Write the name of a recently favored person.
6. Tag six people to do this.

Since the only person who'll know wtf I'm talking about doesn't have an IJ, I'll save my ramble about the dolls I've been making for my LJ. But I will say I haven't done them in forever and it's so much fun, IDK why I stopped.

I will however say that I was playing with things again. Working on some art pieces. Greta intends to give/hang up the painting this week, because it will be fun and nonstressful after a call from her mom.

And due to a conversation Greta & Quinn had, I did this:


I totally made one for Quinn too, but I just used is layout color, and I don't like it much. Plus I have no number for him.


I did mention I'm bored, right? Oh the joys of NEEDING A FUCKING JOB. :\

Okay, back to my PSP cave! ♥

So bored. So, so bored. I hope that Westley is cool, bc I think 2cd character would help. I'm trying to not post a ton with GR and be all annoying. XD But I have no life and am excited to play with her.

I found my huge ass book of fairy tales, going to read some stuff, see if I like anything for Taryn/2cd character? I think I'm a little hesitant to finish her, because if she's all unfinished I won't be in love with her in case things don't work out. WHY SO GUNSHY?!

OH GOD I NEED A LIFE. :\ It's so sad that I'd probably be complaining about needing more time for computer if I had a life. OMG I COMPLAIN A LOT, this is NOT NEWS.

Okay, I'm going back to my playlist of over 2000 songs now. I am amused by just how many of those songs are about sex, man. I listen to pervy fucking music. However, I've found some songs I think are going to be hilariously awesome for this one mix. Okay, off to work on that for awhile.

First, I've been sleeping on the office floor the last couple nights. Because there was a clicking that I couldn't ignore at first, and then because I liked sleeping without waking up with new cat scratches. I plan to sleep in here tonight too. Tomorrow I may go back to my room.


Secondly, I am almost done with my second character application for Neopolis! needsmoarsleep, not that there's anything but icons there atm. I haven't gotten that far! I still need to finish up her personality, which is driving me bonkers. I have the basic idea of it, but when I try to type it all out, it seems really, really bleh. Also, I never thought I'd use a bandom boy as a PB (and I always figured if I did it'd be JWalk), but I looked for someone I liked better and couldn't find anyone. There just wasn't anyone who fit. Plus he has all these icons with random stuffed animals.. IDK.

And I just realized a lot of the BFF like peeps at NA are boy/girl relationships, which sort of amuses me for some reason. IDK why, but there you go.


And I'm not anywhere near as done with my first for Star Shine. XD I think I'm going to go with Taryn as original, and do my next based off someone. Because I can't come up with anything I like for her? IDK, I thought about Red Riding Hood at first, but she was a lot spacier then I want Taryn to be then.. I'll probably keep looking for another day or two. Unless one of my bbs has an idea? Hit me with them!


OMG! We finished all the songs, except the 84 song or whatever set, on Rock Band 2! I sang most of the, though, instead of played drums. We don't have the living room set up, and playing drums in my parents room makes my neck hurt. But still cool.

Okay, okay, done now. ♥

ETA: Wait, wait, no I'm not! Sorry, don't mind my seriously case of lame. I forgot to mention that I have fanmixes in the works again! Granted most of the ones I'd been working on are still on hold, because my brain has been taken over by Neopolis (seriously, I was watching music vids and songs kept reminding me of characters, but I didn't have a notebook handy, so now I can't remember them). IDK how long it'll take to finish them, or what all they'll turn out to be in the end, but it amused me.
Let me leave you with two songs I know for sure must be used somewhere:
Jump into my Bed - Rooney
Take Off Your Clothes - Morningwood

So, I was not joking when I said I was obsessed. Last night, or well.. this morning, I dreamed about Greta. *snorts* It was amusing though, because I think she was meeting the family for the first time, you know? She was wearing a hoodie long enough to cover her fingers, and a pair of jeans with NO holes in it. :\ Insecurities, how so loud?

Okay, I'm done sharing, now I need to finish up the ferret room. And then shower. And then feed & water everyone (fuckin' zoo..). And then.. um, I guess sit back down and play here. XD

*snorts* Okay, I seriously need to kick my own ass all over the place.

o1. Doni, love, I will respond to the Nico/Eden email. Hotmail is a failboat, as am I, and yes. Reply tonight, honest.


o2. I need to reply with Huey and Cole. If the game is really going to come back to life, then I should probably do my part, right? So, I NEED to log into those journals and post with them. And if I'm not going to post, then I need to drop because it's lame to not do anything.


o3. ( Reesyn! )


o4. ( Neopolis! )


o5. I'm still working on cleaning up profile pages at taz_means_crazy. I've condensed/deleted 6 or 7 so far. I've still got a few to go through, and then I think the ones left standing I'm going to start reworking their pages. Because I don't love the pages anymore. I kind of want to make graphics, or make it pretty, or something. Because right now, they bore me.


o6. Unrelated, but I'm importing a LOT of bands from the VH1 top 100 Greatest Hard Rock songs, and my Last.FM looks hilariously weird now. I go from 500 plays of Say Anything, to a bunch of The Who (oh god, so much awesome. Pinball Wizard is one of my favorites to sing in Rock Band!)

Okay, so I'm in the mood to make some graphics, but I don't really have any pictures right now. I burned and deleted the ones I'd saves, and I don't feel like searching for the disk. SOOO, link me to some celeb galleries. I don't even care who you link me too.



( And have a quiz )

So, I've recently removed a LOT of post from this journal, and added new tags to everything. I also added my moodtheme, whatev. And it got me kind of thinking about reusing my com mon_bonheur for my CDJ stuff. But I like having taz_means_crazy for the icons, and the moving things around, so IDK. I was thinking about keeping TMC, and using it to post the character profiles and such so I could keep icons, but that way I could also do my applications and everything using this journal, since that's how it always seems to work.

As you can see, I am undecided. I won't probably have time to do either until this weekend/Monday, so I guess I won't worry about it too much until then. But it's something to think about. I would move it all here, I think, but jesus, I've got a lot of shit in that journal, and I like this one kind of clean. IDK, IDK. I am TORN. I'll decided later, I will, really. I might delete a bunch of crap. Condense some more character profiles into the snippet post thing.

Nonsense you speak! I would never have a journal and then totally forget about it's existence and never, ever post in it. That would be totally and completely LAME and made of ultimate FAIL.

Oh, okay, fine. I admit that I may have forgotten to update this thing in awhile. I think it needs a total overhaul. Which is now reminding me of one of the collegehumor videos I watched about facebook pages.. and wow, that's random.

But I still use my LJ more, which is kind of lame since I only have 13 icons or some nonsense. Huh. I don't know where this was going, tbh. I really don't. So, I'm going to leave it with I plan to change the layout, and moodtheme, and update, and make this bitch pretty.

Awesome.

OMG, ow. My fingers, they hurt! The pain!!

*snorts*

Ow for real though. We just got Guitar Hero (for the PS2) today, and me and Dalt (my younger brother) have been playing for the last.. hour and a half now (some taking turns). And there's this line in the middle key to let you know Hey, I'm the middle key! and it's kind of killing my finger.

But, other then that, you guys. This game is so much fun. I suck at games, really, so I'm not awesome (I average a 3 star rating, and can not get a 5), but still. So. Much. Fun.

Dalt traded in a bunch of his games, so we were in game stop, and I was bored (I played Kung-Fu Panda!), so we played guitar hero in the store (ha, funny. My first time ever doing so too), and he decided to buy it (I payed for my guitar).

Okay, I think it might be my turn!

[I is dork!]

I've decided in my half conscious state (I got up to pee, couldn't fall right back to sleep, just, you know to let you know) that I was going to write a bunch of shit about myself. But because I'm me and weird, I'm doing this in bullet list instead of like.. biography. Whatever.

• I was born on July 9, 1988. 2:41 or 2:43pm depending on who you ask.
  
• I had blue eyes and blonde hair.
  
  • I have brown hair and green eyes now
    
• I've moved all over Illinois. The only time I've not lived in the state was for about two years when we lived in Mt Airy, NC.
  
• I've lived in well over 15 homes (houses, apartments, trailers, and condos).
  
• I came out as Pansexual (or Omisexual, if you prefer) to my parents.
  
  • My mom was supportive, but doesn't really get it. My dad.. didn't really care? He kind of looked pained that I was talking about anything remotely sexual?
    
• I don't speak to any members of my mom's family aside from my mom herself.
  
  • This isn't exactly something I chose. But oh well.
    
• I stopped attending high school in the middle of my sophomore year. I dropped out by never going.
  ( Um, more useless info about me? )

*falls*

Ugh. I am so tired. So, so tired. It's not fair. I want to play! I have so many characters and OldWest just opened and ugh. Fail. Stupid paycheck weeks.

I love being able to leave the house, I do. And I had a blast today, really. But I am so tired now and I won't get anything else done tonight probably.

I did finish the location list as best I could, but you'll haveta make an image for it Loo, 'cause I don't know which font you used. I've never seen it though so it's not in my collection yet.

Oh! Guys! I'm finally (ugh, again, fail), finally getting my ID Tuesday. Well, I'm suppose to be anyways, we'll see, but yes! So much fail in how long this has taken. So many stupid things kept getting in the way, and without my ID I can't get a job or my drivers license. Which are both HIGHLY important. But, yes. ID + Tuesday = Me looking for jobs. The magazine factory is hiring, and I really, really want a job there, so hopefully. I do have applications for family video and family dollar already too though. But magazine factory would be awesome.

Factory jobs = better pay, more hours, benefits. Which all = YES in my book.

Although I'll have to rework everything so I still have time to play and everything, but whatever, that should be too hard. Except tonight, in which my brain is sleeping mostly.

We were one with nature for hours today. We walked around a friends forest collecting plants and taking pictures. Then we went to a forest preserve and walked around taking pictures. So much yay.

Guys. I named my kitten! He's adorable, solid black, and a menace so far, and I'm naming him Blaze. So awesome. I still want a cat I can name Waffle though..

Today I was mauled. It sucked a lot.

Let me tell you about me being mauled.

It starts with my mom's cat Toeys having babies. Said babies (and mommy) are kept in my room right now. This is so the other cats can't get to them. Except today I was carrying a bunch of bags up and Frack (another of my mom's cats) came in with me. I tried to kick him out (I mean this fairly literally) but it was too late. He stuck his head into the little tent Toeys and the babies sleep in.

All hell broke loose.

She shot out of the tent and tried to EAT HIS FUCKING FACE. Me being me jumped right in (I can tell you stories later about I have no FUCKING brain), so instead of her EATING HIS FUCKING FACE she ended up EATING MY FUCKING HAND. No. Really. She punctured my hand in a few places and scratched me all to hell. I cried like a pathetic baby (seriously guys, there was like hiccuping sobs and I couldn't stop) and bleed all over myself. Good times.

I don't need stitches, both cats are fine, and it hurts like a mother fucker. But all in all, not so bad. I'm having problems bending my fingers a little (she hit a muscle) and it feels kind of like my hand was run over. I'm also really woozy and kind of out of it, so I might not be around a whole lot.

Oh! My dad's trying to move his and mom's computer to their offices too, so there might be off awhile.

So if I'm not around for a few days, this is why and I'm sorry for the threads I have waiting.

Oh! The bunny is doing good! His eyes are open and he's hopping some. I'm sad that he's going to have to go back in the wild, but he's too old to try and.. tame I guess. Oh well.

Oh.. less happy, the little boy canary died. I knew it was coming. I did, and it still hurts. I hate loosing pets.

Love you guys!

It doesn't matter if you know what I look like or if you don't, but if you don't you can just base whoever you decide to PB me with on my personality OR I can show you a picture, I don't care.

But this is how it goes:

1) You link me to icons (or a picture) of the PB
2) You tell me why you chose that person
3) You tell me what fictional character you'd use me for (it can be a canon multi-fandom character -- i.e. Hermione Granger or Sally-Anne Perks, Storm from X-Men, Princess Leia from Star Wars, etc. --, or an original...)
4) You tell me what fictional character you'd hook me up with.
4) I will do the same for you if you repost this meme in YOUR JOURNAL!

( Untitled )

( The Laugh )

( Nothing )

( Fires Deep Inside )

( Insomniac )

( Desires )

( Games )

( Pain )

I was talking to the uber lovely and amazing Ames earlier, and poetry was brought up. Now, I haven't really written a ton lately, but a while ago all I did was write poems. So I figured I'd share with you all.. because I like to do that sort of thing.

I'm going to start by reposting the few I shared on my LJ, since I know where they are and I know some of you never got the.. chance to read them. :)

So, to start here are four from there. All of these were written.. at least 2 years ago. I'll start rotating with old and new after I get the LJ batch done. :)


( Untitled [114]; This one is slightly.. not sunshiny. )


( Little Death [88]; This one is a little more on the.. I guess sexy side. )


( Own Me [83]; Again, a little more on the sexy side. )


( Beautiful Creature [58]; It's about a sexy subject, but is not sexy itself. )

Here's how you play: Once you've been 'tagged,' you have to write a blog of 20 weird and/or random facts/habits/goals about yourself. Then, tag 5 people to get them to do it too!

Tagged by celestialwings

( 20 things essentially me.. )
And that's all for my facts.

I tag cptnsubtext, doublemocha, bigdamnrpwhore, lilah_loo, and terpslech0rean

( Then the lion gave a roar. )